I'm have so much on my mind, but every time i try to write them down, nothing comes, or well nothing comes that make sense, but i NEED to write something, i need to clear my mind, if only a little before i sleep...
and i got this idea, picture...photos, that will have to work for now, like the say 'one picture is worth a thousand words' and being all reflective tonight, i've found an image or two that might help me to put my muddled mind together.
The main thing that keeps going through my head, has finally been put into words by an amazing book i read, i may not have the solution to the problem, but at least i now have a name for it... 
But how can i think when this world wont stop nagging me. i just want peace, to have everyone fuck off, just for a little, i'm sick of everything at the moment. it's petty! petty drama by petty people. It's Escape that i really aim for, i think i've become obsessed with it, this life isn't for me, i feel the life i want and deserve is just outside these walls i seem to be stuck behind.
so i escape into my own world...but my own world does exist there are tress, and water, even people, the events in my head may never happen, but i will make it to the location. It whispers it's name... Norway
I've tried to clear my mind, now to hope sleep comes to mend the mind, and brace it for tomorrow...
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